Thursday, November 30




افسوس
من مرده ام
و شب هنوز هم
گویی ادامه همان شب بیهوده ست
خاموش شد
و پهنه وسیع دو چشمش را
احساس گریه تلخ و کدر کرد
آیا شما که صورتتان را
در سایه نقاب غم انگیز زندگی
مخفی نموده اید
گاهی به این حقیقت یأس آور اندیشه میکنید
که زنده های امروزی
چیزی به جز تفاله یک زنده نیستند ؟
گویی که کودکی
در اولین تبسم خود پیر گشته است
و قلب این کتیبه مخدوش
که در خطوط اصلی آن دست برده اند
به اعتبار سنگی خود ،
دیگر احساس اعتماد نخواهد کرد

5 comments:

by Mahtab said...

امروز دلم خیلی برات تنگ شده. هنوز وقتی فکر میکنم که رفتی قلبم بدجوری میسوزه. هنوز وقتی نگاهت میکنم انعکاس یک دنیا حرف نگفته از چشات میاد به طرفم. تو آرومتر از منی. اینو میدونم. ای کاش منم به آرامش تو میرسیدم

Anonymous said...

My dear Mahtab,
Eventhough I don't know you, you must believe me that right now, one of my biggest wishes is to be able to help you through such a difficult time.

I wrote you a message couple of weeks ago but I must say, I think about you and Shima all the time. It seems like, since I saw her profile there was something within her eyes that just made me fall in love with her.

Mahtab jooon, I was just looking at your're photos. I can not tell you how sorry I am for your lost, I know these are just words and what you are feeling right now can not possibly be expressed in words. But I don't think your shima would want her aunt to be a siah posh for ever.

I know I don't know her, but based on her profile and the messages everyone wrote her, she was a beautiful person both inside and out. Full of life and a passion for life.

You are an amazing aunt. Through you, us strangers have learned about the beautiful person that Shima was. Through you, we have learned not to take life for granted. Through you we have learned to love and care for each other. You have showed us what it means to REALLY care and love someone. You are also a beautiful person. You have so much to give. I KNOW shima is proud to have you as an aunt. I know I would be. It would be a shame to see you as a siah posh for ever. I know it takes time to heal, I know you have to grieve now. I just wanted to say, I know, you will always remind us about a beauty named shima. But hopefully one day you will do that without teary eyes. Just know that my thoughts and prays are always with you.

Anonymous said...

Mahtab joon azizam, as usual another beautiful peom, another beautiful feeling, another lonely day...
Please know that Shimah is witnessing all of this as we are, and you are making her proud as I am of you. keep up this wonderful job that you are doing.

Shirin said...

مهتاب عزيز غمت خيلي بزرگه به بزرگي اين دنيا . زندگي با وجود همه قشنگي هاش بعضي وقتها آنقدر بي رحمه که براي ما آدمها پيدا کردن مرحم غير ممکن ميشه .ولي متاسفانه چاره اي نيست به جز کنار آمدن . مهتاب عزير مرحمت را پيدا کن , براي زنده ها زندگي کن , شيماه تو آروم خوابيده .آروم تر از همه ما

Anonymous said...

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